Being out, currently alone and around smokers makes me really want to smoke… I hate that I feel like this, as when I’m sober, I fucking hate smoking more than anything… But when I’m drunk and alone, a cigarette is so tempting. I really don’t get it, and I wish I didn’t feel like this.

I feel like just when I have all my shit together, something happens and everything crumbles down around me… Am I ever going to escape this feeling, or am I doomed to a life of negativity and fatalism?

amor-sponte asked: you have an incredible blog <3 xx

Haven’t been on here properly for months… but this was nice to come back to! Thank you :) <3